Each one of us needs a center point to spin around, to measure how far he is, in order to realise his current status, to get close to it when he feels strange and abnormal, recently i lost the most important person in my life, a person that i never met, but considered to be my role model in life, a real soul mate. Nothing feels rational to me anymore, my ability to retain my friends is almost as same as keeping the water in my hand. I observe crazy people in the streets, and i expect a similar destiny. I've totally lost my compass in this life..