Suicide

Once, i decided to suicide, and i kept searching on the internet for the conclusions of a several ways, like taking too much pills or cutting my veins, and randomly i found a weird blog spot for someone who tried to suicide before, and he was explaining what happened for him, he said that he saw it all, the universe, it was like the greatest zoom out of all time, all planets, all galaxies, the whole universe before his eyes, he said it was wonderfully scary scene, and his soul was free falling till suddenly he gained back his consciousness in some hospital. of course i didn't believe him, but i let go of the idea..